The bad days have come back so why haven't you?
Thursday, July 30, 2015
I guess you're right. I always screw things up, thinking that I can handle everything altogether when it's far beyond my capabilities. And I would mess things up one after another, because my progress has always been built like dominos - all it takes is just one mistake to purge every last one of my efforts.
All of this could've been avoided if I just knew how to detach myself emotionally. But I couldn't, and this is the price I have to pay.
It doesn't pay to be truthful to the people who you think could've helped you. I should have known that they have already formed their god damn perceptions, and that nothing I said would have changed anything. They didn't deserve to know anything, and I shouldn't have let them.
This month has been nothing short of hell.
Drunk and alone, I can't see my face in your heart anymore.
Saturday, July 18, 2015
This week has been kind of... Havoc. Work and school aside, there's been quite the number of spontaneous late night plans and though they have been pretty fun, I should probably take care of my liver lol. I've been drinking a little too much this week.
I went to Gardens By The Bay last weekend to get some shots for a photojourn assignment, together with Jolaine, her boyfriend and Kelvin. So yeah this post is kinda a week late but there's just been too many stuff going on this week for an update.
It's the second time I've been there and I think I might have gotten better photos this time but... It's still not enough ):
Not sure what my plans for the coming week are, but I really can't wait for this semester to be done. I have things I want to do for the two week break... I need a breather.
I spent the last Sunday catching up with Arif over movie and dinner, my Tuesday singing k with some of the bros and Wednesday catching Paper Towns with Ziman after work. I got free preview tickets from my lady bosses huehuehue. Oh and during Hari Raya, it was meeting up with some of the primary school pals for Jerry's birthday celebration.
I wish I had made plans for today because now I'm just rotting at home with assignments... It's been a not so good day and I need to find someway to keep myself occupied lol.